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EMS Live at Placebo Space, Nov 2016

EMS hit the stage on Lake  shore at Placebo Space this November. This live recording was taken there, and is available for your listening pleasure.



Juggling the Responsibilities of Band Leadership

imageI co-lead a band now that I quite like, we’re called EMS, we’re a 12 piece band, and in addition to being the bassist, I also compose and arrange for the group, rehearse the band, as well as organize rehearsals.

The result of being all these things to a project is that I bring to it an excessive level of mindfulness to rehearsal and performance. As is I don’t have the brain space to do any of my jobs fully, I have a long way to go as a bass player, my arranging and composing will benefit from more experience, my ability to rehearse a band effectively is still in its early days, and making sure everyone is able to attend every rehearsal at a convenient time is an impossibility. So given that I haven’t perfected any of these arts individually juggling them all at once is a dubious proposition.

Mindfulness has become a bit of a buzz word these days, the sense I mean it in is the sense in which your thoughts are primed for a given occurrence. If you smell burning you become mindful for fire as you try to track down its source. Being the band leader, arranger, and bassist, I find myself bringing a level of mindfulness beyond what I’m actually capable of tracking simultaneously. I just can’t worry about the notes and rhythms and articulations and dynamics of all 12 people, while reading my part, while keeping track of the use of the remaining time in rehearsal, and thinking proactively about how to improve the performance of the material. Trying to tackle all these issues


Prep: nothing helps more than preparedness. Doing prep is like having access to many days worth of brain power ahead of time. By anticipating problems and solving them in advance you’re allowing your self to access in realtime an amount of brain power magnitudes greater than you could going in with nothing. Plan how you want to use available rehearsal time, make sure your parts are taped and edited to give performers an easy read, communicate to your band as many details as possible to reduce questions and confusion that take up rehearsal time. Learn your parts so that you don’t need to focus on reading and can i stead listen to and engage with your band.

Allies: encourage the members of your ensemble to participate in assessing the performance of the band. A good band leader is able to leverage the total talents of its members including band leading talents. Knowing when to delegate responsibility is a quality of a strong leader, in this way you multiply what you can accomplish in the same period of time. Long standing members of your ensemble will likely come forward with suggestions and observations, but asking for someone’s assistance can be an opportunity to build trust and loyalty with your ensembleers. If you’re able to find a strong collaborator share leadership with a co-leader, two people sharing a load together are able to accomplish more than working on their own, and you’ll have someone who wants you to succeed to commiserate with when things become challenging. I know I could not have started EMS without the help of my friend Marie Goudy.

Debrief: Record your rehearsals and performances and then check them out. With multiple passes you’ll catch things you couldn’t have otherwise. Hearing what isn’t working in your charts will give you the perspective you need to improve them. Is what you wrote lame? Maybe your musicians aren’t capturing your vision and you need to rethink the way you communicate. At some point the posthumous analysis will spill over into prep for the next gig which is a sure sign you’re improving.

Focus: identify what it is you need to be doing at any given point and do that only. When it comes time to perform you’re not a a composer anymore, you’re a musician. Tackle your part with the same mentality and sensitivity you would any other piece of music. Forget about why you wrote what you did when it comes time to play and just focus on being the best performer you can be. By the time you have your instrument in hand on the band stand it’s too late to make changes to your arrangement so just put those thoughts out of your head.

To learn more about EMS follow the link. In brief we’re a 12 piece jazz band that operates out of Toronto playing original music composed and arranged by Marie Goudy and I. We’re a dynamic band whose sound is rooted in the jazz tradition with no fears about exploring new frontiers.



EMS Live at The Rex Hotel Nov. 9 in Photos

All photos by Matt Pocsia and Logan Cerson

Conrad Gluch – Alto Sax
Pat Smith – Tenor Sax
Alec Trent – Bari Sax
Marie Goudy – Trumpet
Brad Eaton – Trumpet
Charlotte Alexander – French Horn
Zach Smith – Trombone
Modibo Kieta – Trombone
Chris’s Platt – Guitar
Josh Smiley – Piano
Liam Gallagher – Bass
Alex Lank – Drums




imageMy big band chart It Keeps Happening is being performed by the Heart House Jazz Orchestra. Here are some thoughts on this first for me: having a piece I’ve written performed without myself being one of the performers.

Firsts are interesting experiences because they give you a vantage you couldn’t have known. Think of the accomplishment as the top of a hill, the goal is in sight the whole climb, but the view from the top can only be imagined. The ‘hill as challenge’ is a pretty well tread metaphor but it’s doing work for me. The view from the top gives a new perspective on not only where you’ve been headed next but where you’ve already been.

Here’s something I didn’t see coming: getting a piece performed means relinquishing the illusion of control over its performance. As a member of an ensemble playing my music I never actually had control over the performance of my piece, but it took giving up any performing stake at all to realize that. I thought that as a composer, and thus the sole author of the work, I would have the fullest ability to dictate the performance. With my new vantage point I appreciate something that I couldn’t have before I had such a total understanding of my piece. I appreciate now how small a portion of the performance the composition really is.

I’m learning to appreciate the role of the performers and band directors more than I previously have. I’ve spent a great many of years trying to become a composer, and now that in a small moment I’m a composer and not a performer I understand how little I contribute. Now that I’ve gained some insight, I’m finding some peace and trust. I’m pretty sure that this is a good thing.

I’m thrilled to have the Hart House Jazz Ensemble perform my piece It Keeps Happening, and I’m looking forward to hearing my take on this fantastic ensemble. I’m looking forward to moving toward the next experience that will help bring what little I’ve learned with this experience into still better focus.

P.S. Special thanks to Brook Jensen for helping me think this through.



Remembering Iwata

Satoru Iwata, President of Nintendo Co., Ltd., poses after Nintendo's E3 presentation of their new Nintendo 3DS at the E3 Media & Business Summit in Los AngelesSatoru Iwata died on July 11th of 2015 and that made me pretty sad. The former CEO of Nintendo, and programer for such classic franchises as Super Smash Brothers, Pokémon, and Kirby, was a person who started with a love of coding and turned it into smiles on the faces of millions of people all over the planet. His influence on my life has been profound.

I decided to write a piece of music in his memory. My goals were to capture the easy going joy he brought to his games, with his belief that the best games are ones that everyone can enjoy. There’s a lot of arguing in art music and jazz about if it’s good or bad for the music to “dumb down” in an attempt to appeal to the greater listening public. I’ll try to go Iwata’s route, the that says the smartest design is one that anyone can appreciate. Fingers crossed, let’s hope I manage.

So my composition, named Iwata in his honour, is something I’m setting for the jazz band EMS that’s co-lead by my good friend Marie Goudy. It’s a 12 piece band, 3 saxes, 5 brass, and 4 rhythm. The goal for my arrangement is to communicate as clearly as possible the mood of the piece I’m attempting to achieve. I’m going for a breezy, optimistic, and light hearted samba. I’m tying my best to look at every note and phrase and ask if they help or hinder communicating that feeling to the listener. I don’t believe I need to compromise on harmonic or melodic language, or simplify texture or meter, rather I’m trying to use the fullest pallet possible to accomplish that goal. We’ll see how it goes, the listener is the ultimate judge after all.

The arrangement is going well so far. The simple song it’s based upon is going to debut on the 2nd of October during the launch party for In a Flash. You’ll have a chance to hear the 12 tet arrangement on the 19th of October at 9:30 pm at the Rex Hotel in Toronto. I hope you’ll take the time to check the music out, and remember the contribution of a man who left the world a happier place. Rest In Peace Satoru Iwata, we never met but I’m going to miss you.



October 7th, 2013

Big middle of big week
Performing tonight and tomorrow night. 3 gig week. High water mark

Long tones
Pro bow
Long voyage
VJ rehearsal
Sight reading.

Lots of emphasis on finding tension and releasing it.
Lots of super stretching. Working out my lower back with gravity as I write. Left shoulder could really use some love too

Lost in the Stars!

Get flute part to Patrick.

Keep working on diminished sounds

Playing relaxed is easier, takes less energy, sounds better, allows you to learn faster, and releases tension built up during I relaxed practice

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October 2nd, 2013

Choo choo

I should care I should learn.
It’s coming slowly and I don’t know why. My brain doesn’t seem to be in a super retention state this week which is too bad. Some times you learn like what, other times not. If there were metrics for tracking things like how fast I’m learning music that would be sweet. Feeling like you’re not leArning music isn’t the same thing as not learning music. Of course you want to feel like you’re taking it all in, but in most ways it’s better to actually just take it in. Press forward

Pro bow
Getting better. Kink nearly worked out of my left shoulder. Don’t know how it got there, but likely as a result of not bowing in a relaxed position, should too high, too much tension and force. Whoops!

Dim harmony stuff
Passing, dominant and auxiliary diminished chords. Pass chords typically step down by semi tone between degree 3 and 2 in major. Diminished chords can also have a tonic function

In C, Emi7, D#°7, Dmi7.
D#°7 = D#, F# A C, or D# E# F# G# A B C Cx
Dmi7 = D F A C or D E F G A B C

The root and third stepping down is a nice sort of settling to an otherwise restless sound.

Dominant diminished chords are also sweet. They work like a tritone sub in many ways, where the root steps down by semi tone. “

C#°7 DMa7

C#°7 = C# E G Bb, or C# D# E F# G A Bb C C#

Slap an A under the C# and you’ve got A7b9 which leads to D all day. Dominant diminished chords pass upwards.

Auxiliary diminished chords expand harmony, typically either a Maj7 or a 7 chord, but I think it could find use else where.

CMa7 | C°7 :||
C7 | C°7 :||
C e g b
C Eb gb a

Or c e g Bb
C Eb Bb Gbb

Chord chart idea:

Dmi | % | G

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October 1st, 2013

Listening to John Scofield, it’s nice to find a guitar player that I like to listen to. It was getting to be quite a while.

Pro bow
Hedge hog
Mode 1 string
Long tones fifths c Mel min
Stretch! My left leg is getting tight from biking everyday
Get rehearsal together for this week end.
Practice long voyGe
Start straight no chaser transcription on bass
Work on September song.
I Should Care

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September 20th, 2013

So much to do so much to see

Long Voyage rehearsal
Book room
Contact players
Practice my part

Long tones in 4ths c Mel minor
Pro bow

Continue learning I should care

Email to Marie and Brandon for oct 18th

Sinatra September song
Thank Alli for poster pick up

Update chess club ladder

Out of Nowhere bass line in new key.

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September 26th, 2013

Practice day. So much time to practice on Thursdays.

Keep working on Long Voyage. Good progress yesterday.
Pro bow
30 min of transcribing tonight
September song Frank Sinatra lift.
Long tones in 9ths ascending Mel minor.
Test tune memory.
Edit to do lists and calendars

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